Trying Time

Ive been literally stuck.....

I can see where I want to be but its fuzzy like looking at something through multicolored glasses. I want this to be my life....the writing that is. I want my world to be loved by millions of other people. My characters to seem real to other people. That is my dream.

Im listening to Phantom of the Opera for days on end...it inspires me....I can see a wee bit more clearly as to were I need to be, where to start the scene and for God's sake I have 2 left and maybe a small sex scene again. God, writing isnt always easy. For those of you out there who think it is think again....its work and it can be stressful.

Im going to try and do my page count and break through this barrier I have created. I think I can do it.....NO....I know I can....have to think positive. I doubt myself sometimes as we all do. Sydney in the book always doubts herself and she has to learn not too so thats where she and I have somehing in commmon.


Ill write more soon.....


Slainte Cairde!!!


Heidi =)