Friday, March 04, 2005

Thoughts

Yet another day passes...

Last night I was chased by ideas...ideas for new stories. The strange thing is that bedtime is my most creative time of the day. Leaving me to scramble to find a notepad to write them down before I forget them. Ideas flood my mind and sometimes they are good and sometimes they are bad, but my ideas are always unique. I have always been differnt from others becasue of my fascination with creativity, my love of descriptive language and my love of stories. As a child and then as a teenager, my ideas drifted into mystery plots, danger, supernatural. My mind was my artists palate willed with color, and my colors were always set far apart from others. Ghosts and the supernatural realm filled my mind and I knew that I was different. When others told love stories, I told mysteries and I told ghost stories. How many children and teenagers spend their time telling storis, writing stories, and mystery and horror stories at that.

We all have fantasies, ideas, goals, dreams. I dream in color each and every night. I always remember my dreams and I have multiple dreams every night. Put yourself in my place for a moment and imagine that you dream as I do. Your dreaming in color and the dream seems very very real. Is it really a dream or is it reality? You see images before you, quickly passing, and the only hint of the truth is the idea that the ghost, the vampire, the fairy, the immortal, the werewolve, the murderer before your eyes is one of fantasy. You know that such things have been assumed to be fabrications of the human imagination....or are they? Are they real? Has someone in this big world of ours ever seen such a creature or had a supernatural expereince? In all the thousands of years that Earth has been in existence has something supernatural ever occurred? Well, the answer is that some people believe that these entities, these expereinces, these beings do exist on some level. Do they exist entirely in our minds? Or have they existed at some point in history leading fairy tales and legends to be created. After all legends are generally based on actual occurances.

The point is simply this, I am not like everyone else in relation to my imagaination. My ideas and dreams are created in the wonderful computer system we call the brain. I hope one day my ideas and stories amuse others causing my fellow humans to feel something. I want to generate feelings positive or negative or ugly or beautiful. My goal is that my readers feel something unique and new to them. Afterall, emotions and feelings are what make us human.

Slainte!

Heidi

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